Founder and principal member of the team.

Nuff said.

Now I live alone.
Oh! You ripped my soul in two.
stifling conventions

my advice, for what it's worth,
is to be terminated before birth.
why run a marathon when you can just stay in bed?
why even let consciousness enter your head?
ultimately there's no point at all
in prolonging what's so inevitable
it's such an effort to live so don't even try
life just sucks, and then
you die.

Walking through the clouds of my mind,
pain and sorrow are all I see.
Days are endless,
And the nights are more than I can bare.
Since you left,
I feel so lost,
Lost in a world of darkness and pain,
A world you alone built for me.
In the night I cry for you,
Reach out to hold you,
And wake with the ghost of you.....

this dusty book
is botheres by my rusty eye and I can't see and I can't breathe
put me on the next page outta here
to live forever on this paper

dear diary,
mood: apathetic
my life is spiraling downward. i couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry Concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like 'Stab My Heart Because I Love You,' and 'Rip Apart My Soul,' and of course, 'Stabby Rip Stab Stab." and it doesn't help that i couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either, like that guy from that band could do, some days you know. . .

I was close,
to drifting out of place
to rearranging my life
the stress
kept me always awake
i can't
and couldn't
stand all the pressure
i just needed my space
after i lost a love in my life
Even after winning love's race.

he night falls without a sound, lost are we.
the understanding for which you pine
flares once, then dies,
devoured by a velvet ebon nothingness.
all hope must fail.

your heart beats no more.
how could you abandon me?
our dark emotions surround us, crying,
save us from ourselves.

My lifes so bad
My lifes so crap
I have black hair
And a sideways cap

My hair is black
Across one eye
I want a knife
So i can die

Let's go cry in the dark and write about
each other so later on we can see how
perfect we really are for one another..

So hide your pain like I hide mine,
It may still hurt, it may still bleed,
But at least people will think your fine,
Getting sick of your pain hurting others?
It doesnt get harder, it doesnt get easier,
Our friendship was like sister and brother,
So empty, we seem uncaring,
Why is it so hard for us?
Im sorry, you became too daring,
You wanted to feel better, so do I,
But it backfired,
Tell me, why did you have to die?